Create Your Own Destiny

NATURE SERENITY

2011-09-27T03:58:00.000-07:00

A reflection of Earth Beauty,
that is Nature .
Imagined how Nature whispered
Faith, Strong-Spirited, Learning, Growing.
Understanding, Forgiving, Dreaming, Loving.
It seems all of this nature intended me to be.

Things were out of place,
For what i intended to be,
Bewildered, Stubborn, Sorrow, Pains.
Paranoid, Self-inflicted, Sensitive, Complicated.
It a burden to be carried,
Watching myself fall till i guess it enough.

As i grow up things changed, changed utterly.
As i hope myself to rewind back all those sweet memories,
Where all were just laughter and joy.
I guess this is just a meaningless words.

But somehow sudden light was shed,
To remind me that life should not be wasted,
But to be cherished.

IT A SMALL WORLD AFTER ALL

2011-09-26T03:43:00.000-07:00

Aren't we all humans?
Aren't some of us have the same goal ?
Aren't we all sometimes made mistakes?
Aren't we all want to be surrounded by friends and laughter?
Aren't we all looking for something different in our life?
Aren't we all hoping for our dreams someday come true?
Aren't we all seeking for happiness?
Aren't we all have something to be afraid of ?
Aren't we all have sorrow moments?
We as humans have wanted many things and many questions in life . So in sense , it really a small world after all. .

CHANGE is all about COURAGE

2011-09-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

Lonely on the land I walk,
Lonely cross the sea I sail,
Lonely do these thoughts make me
Draw my blood of precious life .

Silent and confusion surrounded me ,
wishing i was able to bare this ,
Many unreasonable long days pass ,
yet im still worn out by all thoughts in my mind .
What i am , what i was and what will i be ?
judgement always circles around my life ,
yet solution for that i dont know.

For i am me, myself and I .
No ones sees what I see.
A voice in my head tells me to forget the bad and remember good .
At some point i begin to wonder .
Sometimes Im harsh on myself
It a tough world, that why she always gonna be the misguided ghost .

"Courage can be found in all areas of life, it doesn’t matter where you are and who you are.

INSPIRED BY CHRISTIAN BAUTISTA - I WILL BE WHAT I BELIEVE

2011-07-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

I WILL BE WHAT I BELIEVE

I aspired to be the best I can

I`m inspired to know what I`ll become
I believe there comes a time
When my star will start to shine
Even though each day in search and up hill climb

Cause I believe I can soar to the sky up high
When you`re there, you can inspire
No doubt in my mind
What you dream, you will become
Cause I believe I can climb, pass a mountain high
I`m inspired to reach to the stars
As long as I live, I will be what I believe

There`s a winding road that lies ahead
No one knows what lies beyond the bend
Though the future none can see
I will make my destiny
I can be the best in what I wanna be .

Be Thankful

2011-07-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

Be thankful if you hear a good song,
For things will seldom out-weigh the bad.
Enjoy each good thing that comes along,
There's always things to make you sad.

It's said its best to live for today,
Then never worry about tomorrow.
It's good to have all the fun you may,
Because there'll always be time for sorrow!

Don't fret about what you can't foresee
For it can't be changed even if you try.
Just enjoy each good thing you receive .

Thanks for the Good Times
Thank you for the good times,
The days you filled with pleasure.
Thank you for fond memories,
And for feelings I'll always treasure.

By Karl Fuchs

Bewildered Soul

2011-07-17T14:00:00.000-07:00

Who am I
Am I a passionate child
or someone who is wicked and wild.
Am I the one with aim and mission
or someone with distorted vision.
Am I like a child who never cries
or who never tries.
Am I the one with loads of ambition
or someone trapped, full of inhibition.
Am I the one with peaceful mind
or whose soul and peace is hard to find.

More bewildering, how can I show who am i if myself didnt know who am i ?

See , it even worse if i dont know how to write or express my feelings .

Do you ever feel like life wont rest,
until ur given up?

Do you ever feel like all the stress
you go through is enough?

That the shattered pieces of your
heart lay still but scream and make a fuss?

O furious Wind, I am only a straw before you;
How could I know where I will be blown next?

Stay close, my heart, to the one who knows your ways;
Come into the shade of the tree that allays has fresh flowers.
Don't stroll idly through the bazaar of the perfume-markers:
Stay in the shop of the sugar-seller.
If you don't find true balance, anyone can deceive you;
Anyone can trick out of a thing of straw,
And make you take it for gold
Don't squat with a bowl before every boiling pot;
In each pot on the fire you find very different things.
Not all sugar canes have sugar, not all abysses a peak;
Not all eyes possess vision, not every sea is full of pearls.

A strange passion is moving in my head.
My heart has become a bird
which searches in the sky.
Every part of me goes in different directions.
Is it really so
that the one I love is everywhere?

HOW SHOULD THE SOUL not take wings
when from the Glory of God
It hears a sweet, kindly call:

"Why are you here, soul? Arise!"

Simplify My Life

2011-07-13T14:58:00.000-07:00

6 ways to Simplify my life .

Num 1#
Eliminate stress in your day. Create a morning routine that will influence the rest of your day in a positive manner. Benefit: More peace and calm throughout your day.

Num 2#
Say ‘yes’ less. Over extending yourself complicates your life. Learn to tell others no when you don’t want to do something. Memorize and repeat this line as needed, “No, that’s not going to work for me.” Pause for five seconds afterwards. You don’t owe anyone a reason or an excuse. If the person persists, repeat it again and pause again. After the second time, the person will get your message.
Benefit: Increased self-esteem, self-respect and more time to do what you love .

Num 3#
Want less. Learn how to love and want what you have. Instead of wanting more material things, express gratitude for your eyesight, hearing, and the ability to breathe. Instead of wanting a perfect body, appreciate the beating of your heart. Awareness increases abundance.
Benefit: The ability to recognize you have everything you need and live a more meaningful life.

Num 4#
Fill your life with people you love. Eliminate toxic relationships. If someone isn’t bringing you up they’re bringing you down. Detach and surrender the relationships that aren’t working for you. To make this transition easier silently repeat to yourself, “I bless you. I release you. I set you free. I allow you to be you and me to be me.” Benefit: Time and space for healthier, more meaningful and loving relationships.

Num 5#
Smile Always ;) =D =) ~~

Num 6# Think First Before Complain
Consider this – the next time before you complain about something, think of someone who could be in a lesser situation than what you are currently going through. And then choose not to lash out with your tongue, but to look on the brighter side of things. For example, before you say something unkind, think of someone who can’t speak. Or before you complain about the food, think of the starving in the world today. Or before you complain about your job and the intense stresses you have to bear, think about the unemployed and the disabled.

Green Lantern Give Me A Lesson .

2011-06-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

Wow , i love green Lantern movie ;) .
Lesson Learn ?
Overcome your fears ;)
Ryan Reynolds as Hal Jordan

Blake Lively as Carol Ferris:

They are damn awesome together ;)

...and I shall shed my light over dark evil.

For the dark things cannot stand the light,

The light of the Green Lantern!

In brightest day, in blackest night,
No evil shall escape my sight
Let those who worship evil's might,
Beware my power... Green Lantern's light!

In forest dark or glade beferned

No blade of grass shall go unturned

Let those who have the daylight spurned

Tread not where this green lamp has burned.

You who are wicked, evil and mean
I'm the nastiest creep you've ever seen!
Come one, come all, put up a fight
I'll pound your butts with Green Lantern's light!

In loudest din or hush profound
My ears catch evil's slightest sound
Let those who toll out evil's knell
Beware my power, the F-Sharp Bell!

In days of peace, in nights of war

Obey the Laws forever more

Misconduct must be answered for,

Swear us the chosen: The Alpha Corps!

ONE DAY I WILL FIND YOU

2011-06-16T19:34:00.000-07:00

I like boys that like to smile
Laugh at themselves once in awhile
That can sit and talk for hours
Then in the morning pick me flowers
Boys that like to be very clean
That are never ever, ever mean
And can tell a witty joke
Boys that do not like to smoke.

I like boys that aren't afraid of bugs,
That will always give me big warm hugs
Like to sing and play guitar,
That are happy being who they are
Boys that like to be outside
And that aren't full of pride
Boys that have an honest passion with at least a slight hint of fashion.

I like that boys that are funny and artistic,
That are mostly optimistic
Boys that are not very lazy,
A little weird but not too crazy
Boys that arent afraid to cry,
And will always give a second try
And will try to do they're best,
I want a boy not like the rest.

ONE DAY I WILL FIND YOU ;)

BEST KEPT AS SECRET

2011-06-16T02:27:00.000-07:00

SILENT.NATURE.RELAX.

BEWILDERED.

DREAMING.

LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE.

FREEDOM IS A STATE OF MIND OF PEACEFUL .

Young Age . R.I.P

2011-06-15T22:46:00.000-07:00

You left such a young age

Since you been gone

Nothing has been the same

Now ur gone forever

The memories of u will never be faded

Every moment of ur laughter , joy , will still remain in our heart.

Why couldn't u stay for a longer time?

This is for sure , maybe ur soul is at another place now , but everybody believe that u will live forever for your stunning artworks . May u rest in peace , Rion . Sincerely from someone or anyone that u know or may not know but see you before.

TALK TO THE MOON .

2011-06-14T15:25:00.000-07:00

God Is Painting The Sky By Karen R. Forest

The little girl said with a tear in her eye
where is the sunshine that was up in the sky?
Mama answered with an encouraging smile
Only God knows the answer my child.
God has a plan and I know for sure
Please don't feel sad, He'll send the right cure,
Suddenly the little girl giggled out loud.

As a cooling breeze blew away the darkened cloud.
There in its place appeared a rainbow so bright
it was truly an incredible, heartwarming sight,
a promise God had made a long time ago
decorated the Texas sky with a colorful glow.
Mama, she said, God is painting the sky!
Then the little girl pointed to the rainbow so high,
Mama whispered, God has special brushes to make it so large
the rainbow helps us remember who is always in charge.
The little girl reached out to take Mama's hand
As the sunshine began to cover this Texas land,
Mama always knows, the little girl thought with love
As they walked hand in hand, enjoying the rainbow above.

Touchy Broken

I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared.
Do i still ? i just can say letjustbefriend. It sound weird , but i just hope you find someone that will lead you and maybe to extreme level change your life ;) .

SECRET LOVE

I dreamed of a love
a love so true
and then from above
God sent you
When our eyes met
i just smile and keep silent .

My last letter may mean nothing,
if you and she are something.
I wonder if it's true.
So, what's up with precious and you?

I think you like her for sure,
that what i see but i dont know what on your mind,
Seriously i think you should be with her , she really a kind and gorgeous girl ,
Maybe for now she belongs to someone ,
but who know one day she will be with you , ps She have a crush on you , i ask her before;).

I might not know what I'm talking about,
and if so, tell me next time we come out.

I know this isn't my place,
That's messed up in my book.
If what I just said was wrong in any way,
Please tell me before the end of the day.

SINCERELY FROM DEVORAH ;)

Blank for Words

2011-06-13T10:24:00.000-07:00

Some losses are infinite.
I keep losing myself
inside myself.
I keep trying to forget
all my fears on a dusty shelf
But they run after me
like a slave who is chained to his master.

Gripping hard,
on the past,
Left you where,
You are now.

Tonight is special
of this I'm sure now
tonight I'm found
I walk onto the stage before you
the nervous sweat,
heart sinks within
lights flash,
all calm
hear not a whisper
the time has come
the truth comes out.

tonight is special
for this here reason
i start brand new
a blank, white page
you hold the pen
i speak the truth now
you fill the page
with what I said.
tonight is special
with you, I am .

WORLDS OF MY MIND

2011-06-10T16:30:00.000-07:00

The quest for perfection,
in the words I do write.
Stories from my recollection
that I'd love to recite.

Poetry in motion,
worlds you can see.
Filled with emotion
for I'm the emcee.

I open a window,
with words that I use.
Just let the wind blow
and show you my views.

When everything dies down
and the poem is complete.
I hope everyone likes it
and doesn't hit delete.

I’ll sing at Ole Opry I’ll publish some records
And maybe I’ll soon be a star
I’ll buy me Porsche I’ll build me a mansion
With jacuzzi, a pool and a bar
I’ll throw garden parties With Dolly and Kenny
And many of my Nashville friends
But should my plans flop My world will not stop
My future is still in God’s hands.

A sprinkle of wet,
a drenched garment
to stand all alone
in a clear wet glow.

To sit there in the dreary rain
and to feel the cold frozen pain,
as the heart skipped a beat,
the life begins to admit defeat.

To let suffer with so much pain
and sit in a puddle of distain.
Watch the life of glowing and gleam
wash away with the stream of the crystal glow of rain.

I am a fallen angel,
Cast out of heaven,
Wings bursting with flame,
As I fall through the sky.

I am wounded,
On the outside and within,
Too many painful memories,
Such burdens that I bare.

I am lost,
Every path I cross is wrong,
And always has been,
I've never known where to go.

He comes into my room at night after the hour of midnight
why I do not know.
he follows me every night after sun set,
although I do not see him,
or hear him yet I know he's there.
I feel a cold shill across my spine.
Why does he follow me?
Is he lonely?
Or does he like stalking people?
He is a vampire this I do know, yet I am not afraid.
He can kill me at will yet he does not.
I've seen him once he looked at me with his vampire eyes,
his face as peal as death,
his skin as cold as ice,
his eyes as red as blood,
yet there was something in his eyes I do not know what it was.
His teeth and nails as pointy as knifes which can pierce a pig with great ease.
Every night when I walk outside alone or with a friend,
I feel his eyes in my back when I look around I do not see him.
Yet I know the vampire is still there although I do not see or hear him.
I think he will still follow me and come into my room at night after the hour of death,
or he'll follow me after sunset. |IMAGINATION OF VAMPIRE GUY|

Those who seek truth and few they may be,
Must journey to a cottage upon a rise with a single ray of light cast upon it.
Once there Mesilla would look into their hearts with her single eye,
She would feel their emotions; the passion; the fury; the love,
And those who question her would feel no more,
But those who look and acknowledge would see the truth in themselves and
then they shall feel no more.
For none can withstand the force of truth for it stands alone in might.

Truth as it may be shall be known,
Truth as it once was shall never be forgotten.~~~~~~~~~~~~ps copy pasted poems ^^

LIFE JOURNEY

2011-06-04T16:18:00.000-07:00

LIFE JOURNEY.

The journey of life

Life has been a mystifying journey
With every up and down
With tears and laughter
With hate and love
With stupidity and wisdom
With enemies and friends
But even in my journey of frustration
I have found a means of celebration
In my toilsome exploration to my fateful destination.

Tick tock, the clock goes on
Minute by minute, then hourly
Month by month then yearly
Tick tock, and in my journey
I have searched, questioned and answered
Whilst walking painfully along many paths
Sometimes requesting protection
Seeking from above immunization
When hit by obstacles in locations.

But I am still on this journey
Shaking hands with the sad and merry
My passion for life which was once raw
Is now confined within the Almighty’s law
For life's journey itself never ends
Once you have reached the end of each road
Uplifting off your entire cloggy load
Be it in a hot summer or a winter’s cold
Behold! A new journey will unfold .

My THOUGHTS n My FEELINGS

2011-06-03T16:21:00.000-07:00

Confused Again

Here I am
Confused again
I just can't take control.

Is this some sort of dream ?

All my secret , my history .

Who knew I will end up in a place so confused

But then i woke up from dreams

To find fantasy is far from the truth .

I'm a big fan of Abraham; never break-up from Jacob
Joseph had the kind of beauty that you couldn't find in makeup
Moses was to Pharaoh what stones are to arrows
And David to Goliath was truth is to silence
Following, Solomon I'd get down too
Contrary to popular belief, Jesus is my role model too.
So peace be upon the whole crew who came to teach what we never knew
Even though few caught the groove, they never turned blue
Never confused what was true even if it was a taboo
Never came for fame or praise but to praise who they prayed to.

Don't Go Far Off, Not Even For A Day

2011-05-31T16:30:00.000-07:00

WHAT ON MY MIND?

Don't go far off, not even for a day, because --
because -- I don't know how to say it: a day is long
and I will be waiting for you, as in an empty station
when the trains are parked off somewhere else, asleep.

As a teenager I became unsure of hanging onto the past
of grasping the future. For the past was sure-footed,
unselfish,
unencumbered,
magical,
mythical.
But the future was clumsy
uneven,
uncharted
and
scary.
My playground became
the real
big,
bad,
wicked,
wide,
world,
where one had to put aside the
magical,
mythical,
and
encompass the uncertainty
of the future, facing it.

Through You

I see through you, and through you
My future still seems so blurry
I see through you, and through you
I still feel you, flowing through my veins
I see through you, and through you
My future keeps turning out so dim
I need you, to guide me into the light
I’ll feed you, with my dreams that haunt me in the night
One day I’ll see you, I’ll feel you, one day you’ll be a part of me
But for now I can’t see my future that still seems so blurry.

Melancholy Song

A melancholy song plays
reversing the future to the past
along a wasteland
of invisible dotted lines
filled with haunted pits
where no one should ever enter.
From a future full of promise
to a past full of uncertainty
where the weeping willow sways
under a mournful wind
as the melancholy song
drags the past to the future
so misery can rein again.

So on . I got mix feelings everyday. =)

BROKEN FRIENDSHIP

2011-05-27T10:04:00.000-07:00

A Friendship Lost

I remember the time not long ago
When we laughed and shared it all
We were the very best of friends
Or at least that’s what I thought.

How can someone once so close

is like a stranger when u try to save something but they seems dont understand u .

I must have been lacking
I must have been wrong
I wasn’t the friend to you
That you were to me all along.
Who fault? i am not sure right now .

I just sure that i gave and say what i think are right? or you think im such a pathetic?

Now there’s nothing to do
A friendship lost
Is a very sad thing
The angels weep instead of sing.

We don't always know the reason why friendships are severed, but one thing is for sure, it leaves a void in those who were part of it.

INSPIRED BY BEYONCE - LISTEN

2011-05-26T17:42:00.000-07:00

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words

Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own.

THIS IS HOW IT IS

2011-05-25T13:28:00.000-07:00

Tear Stains On My Heart

I must have cried a million tears maybe that why i got tear stains on my heart .

Each time my I-love-yous went unrequited, It was as if I were slitting my own wrists with those stagnated words…

Each forced conversation maybe cure but maybe not .

We cannot hold on to our love much longer
For this chaos has made me stronger
You still hold a special place in my heart .
No one can see past it
Except for you and your friendship
I must accept it
Friends are all we are going to be
For now, we'll see
But if it's meant to be
God will take care of everything
It's not in our hands anymore
He will make the final call
If we are meant to be
He will be the one to choose
He will lead us back to each other.
This one is i assumed that Joanne gave this message to her ...

LOVE FACT

2011-05-23T19:14:00.000-07:00

Love Facts
There is not just one, but there are many forms of love. The man who is not well may use just one word to describe how he feels.

So it is with love. There are many forms of it. Those in love may feel quite similar to those whose love is of a very different type.

Actually, however, one form of love may be quite unlike another. Some forms of love are essential to successful marriage, or even to successful living. Other kinds of love are forms of selfishness.

Sometimes we love people in the same way —even our own children. We get what we want out of them, often regardless of their wishes or best interests. Sometimes young people love and want to marry, mainly because they want to get something out of the other, not because they desire their partners' good.

Yet this selfish kind of love may look and feel just like any other kind. Not all forms of love are good and sound. Some forms should be warning signals, rather than bases for marriage.

The important question is not, "Do I love him enough to marry him?" It is rather, do we feel the kind of love toward each other upon which a marriage can successfully be built?

HAVE A NICE DAY =)

FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION TO GIVE UP

2011-05-20T10:09:00.000-07:00

IGNORE ME .

failure is not an option

No matter how you plan
there is always that possibility of a failure,
no one has control about
this necessity,

it is not an option to flunk,
you all worked hard for all those years
to earn the title and gain the trust
but not all will make it
some will have to take the bottom
of things
the failure of an endeavor
success cannot exist
without it
one cannot see God
without the
appearance of Evil
one cannot be strong
unless he had been
weak once
i cannot be divine
unless i start
from the bottom line
of my humanity,

if i can see clearly now
it was because i was blind for all those years.
move on, let not that failure
make you fail.

MOTIVATIONAL POEMS

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit.
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns
As every one of us sometimes learns.
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out:
Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems so far:
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

GHOST

2011-05-17T12:19:00.000-07:00

i cut my own hair bang. status - stun brain .

Ghost,
Did you know sometimes it frightens me .

why is it me you've chosen to follow
did you like the way I look when I am sleeping
was my hair more fun to tangle
are my dreams more entertaining? do you laugh when I'm complaining that I'm all alone in my room?

is it enough for you to steal into my mind?

ANGEL =) ,
tell me what I am to do
but until then I'll save your side of the bed
just come and sing me to sleep .

DISTRAIT

2011-05-16T15:14:00.000-07:00

TO ME .

Too Bad

As for me,

I’ll try to make due,
With so much to prove,
Breaking hearts was never my best trait,
But you on the other hand,
Is a whole other rhyme.

Can't Do Everything

They ask what’s wrong with me,
When I’m on the edge,
When I crack with one sarcastic word said,
Then they just get angry,
Like I’m meant to be perfect or something.

Don’t get me wrong,
I love you all so much with all my might,
But I’m just tired of dealing with all of this all the time,
I just want my own life,
I’m tired of picking up all the slack,
When no one else give a crap,
It wouldn’t bother me so much,
But you never even take time to understand,
Why I’m so upset.

This is all I have to get this out,
I just wish I could tell them this,
Without them taking everything out on me because of this,
I hope one day they’ll just understand me when I say this
“I can’t do everything.”

Don't really Care

You don’t know what to say,
I know it’s in the back of your head,
You say “I’m confused”,
Just get over it will you?

Short and bitter is the likeness we share,
As we question the error of this place.

It’s so funny how little I care,
I’m just tired of being a mistake,
Rather me or them,
Words fall into place,
“It shouldn’t have happened, what a mistake”.

Oh God I just hate those words.
From what I’ve seen,
I just can’t put it into words that fit,
I write it the best I can,
And put the book of pointless rhymes.
For now I'm done I just can’t get by.

Mixed Up Thoughts

Shooting stars,
Painful scars

Distant voices,
And bitter choices.

But this is all beside the point,
Oh wait there never was one,
These are just some mixed up thoughts,
Just some mixed up thoughts from me,
But who gives a damn
Aww there it is,
That’s my point beneath this rhyme,
Now I'll carry on with my time.

JUST ME .

THE SERENDIPITY OF MINE

2011-05-12T09:51:00.000-07:00

SORRY I LOVE YOU OST . (SAD DRAMA , BUT MEANINGFUL)

Every human being has many a moments in life .

“There's one sad truth in life I've found

While journeying east and west -

The only folks we really wound

Are those we love the best.

We flatter those we scarcely know,

We please the fleeting guest,

And deal full many a thoughtless blow

To those who love us best.”

And i say sayonara this time i know.

A BLUE STAR IN YOUR EYES

2011-05-11T08:15:00.000-07:00

SERENDIPITY .

Whether you are far or near
it is like whispering in my ear.

Gentle serenity is what you are.

You are blessed with tranquility.

Leo (July 22 - August 21)
The spitfire of all the twelve signs! The lioness is strong, popular, and a real catch—if you ever manage to win her affections. It’s practically futile—and unwise—to try to get the Leo woman under your control, but she makes such a loving, caring mate that you can be just as happy letting her take charge.

STAY REALISTIC .

THE LISTENING

2011-05-08T12:13:00.000-07:00

The Listening Lyrics

Please excuse me, I'm not thinking clear
It must just be stress
But I likely shouldn't be here, I'm such a mess

I never really ever know what to say
When all of my emotions get in the way
I'm just trying to get us on the same page (Wish I could explain)

I always get it better right afterward
When all the wrong impressions are said and heard
How come I can never get the right words, I need to convey
Wish I could explain The things that I have to work out

I don't feel right
What has come over me, I'm about
To lose my mind

I never really ever know what to say
When all of my emotions get in the way
I'm just trying to get us on the same page (Wish I could explain)

I always get it better right afterward
When all the wrong impressions are said and heard
How come I can never get the right words, I need to convey
Wish I could explain

Can I let the trees do the talking
Can I let the ground do the walking
Can I let the sky fill what's missing
Can I let my mouth do the listening, the listening

I never really ever know what to say
When all of my emotions get in the way
I'm just trying to get us on the same page

I always get it better right afterward
When all the wrong impressions are said and heard
How come I can never get the right words, I need to convey
Wish I could explain
What I mean to say.

To Let Go....Is not to enable,
but to allow learning from natural consequences.
Is to admit powerlessness,
which means the outcome is not in my hands.

A BLUR SHADOW

2011-05-06T11:10:00.000-07:00

I don't know why
My destiny has been choosing you
To be my heaven
Even you are only a blur shadow.

A song
of wounds hold life's
hand and walks the sleepless
terrain bringing distance
between two hearts .

http://youtu.be/dkF06GkO31U

All BY MYSELF

2011-05-02T19:19:00.000-07:00

TELL THEM I KNOW NOW.

RETARDNESS SMILE XS.

KO FIKIR SA MAIN2 LA. MY DRUG WORD.

RETARDNESS AGAIN. ~~

HAVE A NICE DAY . IT MAY NOW . XD

TIME PASSES BY .

2011-04-30T10:57:00.000-07:00

POEM

Time passes like sand through an hourglass

With each ticking of the clock in my head

A second at a time, tick...tick...tick...

Until it reaches sixty and begins all over again,

The backward timepiece.

IT was not long ago I played in the school yard

Without a care, loving the hours

With memories that ne'er will fade,

To the years of school, and more school

To the decades that rolled around

Enjoying wondrous life and the rites of passage.

Now January has turned into May,

and away from the concrete jungle,

It seems the glass appears half empty

and all attempts to fill the upper half seem futile,

As the rising sun and setting become melded as one

Wanting to capture those fleeting moments, hours, and days

and hold them in my cup half full,

To cherish that precious lasting of fleeting time

As the ticking passes from me all too quickly.

Time passes to all differently but in reality moves the same, ever flowing, ever steady stream.

Some days pass like years, some weeks pass by in a blur and seem to be no time at all.

When you can step outside yourself, you feel time in a different manner.

You can feel its ever constant flow so you know that it is continuing on its non-altered course but you also have the other sensation of a single moment standing still, last an eternity in just a few seconds.

It’s the only way to explain how so much can be felt at once, as time stops in one way but continues uninterrupted in another. The dual interpretation all at once makes sense and yet is incomprehensible.

Time – such a simple concept wrapped and enveloped in all the complications of energy, worlds and spirits.

I touched time in this moment and while this one act should be pivotal, it’s true to itself and it passes all too quickly.

KEEP DREAMS~

EXPERIENCING NEW THINGS

2011-04-29T15:46:00.000-07:00

I WOULDN'T WANT TO BE ANYBODY ELSE.IM NO BEAUTY QUEEN , IM JUST BEAUTIFUL ME.

POEM

I don't know where to start now ive taken out its box.
The wooden pieces are in front of me.
But i can't make sense as im standing nearly on my head
the instructions that so hard you see.
Now if i put that edge there and then oh no thats
still not right im feeling so fed up with this.
It look so easy in the shop wish there had put together
there and then at this rate it will end in the bin.
Now were does this screw go in this side or not.
Its now looking a bird table than a book case
Can i cheat and nail it down oh boy im getting so
mad with this.
Right calm down hold the stress.
I just love experiencing with new things even if i go for the
the most hardest things
There its finished now im proud it.
Oh its going to fall books and plants and all.

Experiencing new things

Is the flavor of life

It makes the world bright

It can change to bright daylight

The deepest throws of night

So have faith and explore

Love and love some more

And in the end

You will know what it is all for .

TRUST ME . =D

ALL WE EVER WONDER

2011-04-25T14:26:00.000-07:00

THINGS PEOPLE SAYS . . .

NOBODY KNOW IT BUT ME.

MOVE ON.

SMILE.

TRY SOMETHING NEW.

LIES ARE WAY HURT THAN THE TRUTH.

BUY THINGS THAT U GONNA NEEDS.

KARMA.

TRUST YOURSELF.

BE YOURSELF.

DEJA VU.

LEARN TO SAY NO TO THE BEST SO YOU CAN SAY YES TO THE BEST.

LOVE IS ONE OF THE HARDEST WORD TO SAY AND ONE OF THE EASIEST TO HEAR.

PEOPLE SAY LOVE IS TRUTH.

THREE THINGS TO BE TRULY HAPPY IN THIS WORLD : SOMEONE TO LOVE, SOMETHING TO DO AND SOMETHING TO HOPE FOR.

LOVE IS BLIND.

ACCEPT YOUR GENIUS AND SAY WHAT YOU THINK.

AND SO ON.

“Fear less, hope more; Eat less, chew more; Whine less, breathe more; Talk less, say more; Love more, and all good things will be yours”

Inspired by Miley Cyrus - THE CLIMB

2011-04-21T09:33:00.000-07:00

THERE ALWAYS GONNA BE ANOTHER MOUNTAIN.

THE CLIMB

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith.

Inspired by Bruno Mars - COUNT ON ME

2011-04-21T02:19:00.000-07:00

HEH.

COUNT ON ME.

COUNT ON ME

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you.

DROP IT LOW=).

Inspired by Hilary Duff - SOMEONE WATCHING OVER ME

2011-04-20T10:47:00.000-07:00

AND I WILL BE STRONG , EVEN IF IT ALL GOES WRONG.=)

SOMEONE WATCHING OVER ME

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
Took this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

SMILE =).

IF YOU FORGET ME.

2011-04-19T01:40:00.000-07:00

CLUELESS OF ME.

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,

You never went through what i have.

remember
that one day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

FRIENDSHIP PROVERBS

So true. True friendship, they say, is priceless. Ask someone who doesn't have a single friend and you know how its like being friendless. The void, the loneliness, the inability to share can only be overcome by the oxygen of friendship. Its great joy to be in the company of friends, to share the ecstasies of life with them. Friendship day is an ideal occasion to let your friends know how precious they are and how much you treasure their friendship. Celebrate the day with your friends, have a party, tie friendship bands, send out Friendship ecards to all your friends and yes - don't forget to use these wonderful and touching quotes in your cards.

Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future.

I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith.

Isaiah 41:13

For I the Lord thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, fear not; I will save thee.

Inspired by Five For Fighting - SUPERMAN

2011-04-18T16:00:00.000-07:00

IM NOT THAT NAIVE.

FIVE FOR FIGHTING -SUPERMAN

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird…I’m more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me.

I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd…but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed…but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it’s not easy to be me.

Up, up and away…away from me
Well it’s all right…You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy…or anything…

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a girl in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a girl in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
inside of me ...... inside of me ...ya inside of me... inside..of me.

I’m only a girl in a funny red sheet
I’m only a girl looking for a dream
I’m only girl in a funny red sheet

It’s not easy
It’s not easy to be.. me.

SMILE AND CONFIDENT

2011-04-18T09:52:00.000-07:00

Life is like a mirror, we get the best results when we smile at it.

POEM

Do what is right in your heart,
And always have good intentions from the start,
In the middle of the chaos,
Be with God and he will set you free,
From the pain and suffering that will be.
May love be with you through your difficult decisions.
And may hate not fill your heart,
or pride cloud your judgment.
In the middle of it all look at this cross,
To remind you of who you really are,
Choose love over hate,
Before it's too late.

I PROMISE TO MYSELF

To be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person I meet.
To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.
To think only of the best, to work only for the best
And to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of
Others as I am about my own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the
greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile
To every living creature I meet.
To give so much time to improving myself that I
have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words, but in great deeds.
To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side,
so long as I am true to the best that is in me.

ENJOY AND HAVE A NICE DAY.

Inspired by Dani Shay Song - SUPERHEROES.

2011-04-17T17:31:00.000-07:00

AM I GOING TO FIND OUT

I think about the days when we

were young and care-free.

We never even bothered to ask

"who we are" or "who we should be".

We just existed, with no resistance,

we were Superheroes then.

But times have changed, and wars are raging

underneath my skin.

We're dodging bullets and holding ground,

pushing, pulling, and weighing down.

What happened to that cape I used to wear?

Is it out there? Is it out there?

And if you find it somewhere inside me,

help me see it, 'cause I should be flying.

I wanna be a Superhero again,

and finish this war under my skin.

Oh but-

History has shown us that,

when time's are gettin' hard,

it's time for us to grow and see exactly who we are.

The morning after the storm

is always brighter than the rest. Right?

Especially when you know you past your test...

But the tests are only standardized

in little public schools,

where they've given you all the answers

and prepared you with the rules.

I don't think that life on Earth is set up

quite the same;

It'a every man out for himself,

until we make things CHANGE.

Can we make things change?

So give me one thing, something please,

just a glimmer of hope, I'm on my knees.

I need to know that I'm not--

That I'm not crazy.

And if I am then, tell me now so I can

tie my cape to my straight jacket and bow out

'cause I am not about to go down this way,

no, not the Superhero today.

I guess I'm not the Superhero... today.

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY.

A LITTLE BIT OF ME.

2011-04-15T10:11:00.000-07:00

LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH HIM.

I AM THE KIND OF GIRL THAT. .

BANGS YOU IF YOU MESS UP WITH ME.

GIVE YOU POKER FACE HATERS. =)

GIVE YOU THIS SMILE IF YOUR MY CRUSH.=)

GIVE YOU THIS FACE IF YOU MAKE ME BLUR.

INTERNET IS MY DRUG. VAPOUR RUB IS MY DEALER.

MADE ON MAC. HAVE A PEACE DAY.=)

NOW YOU KNOW A LITTLE OF ME.HEH.

HEART TO HEART

2011-04-13T09:41:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE HELL.

PLAYING COOL.

HEH.

SMILE. =)

CHILL OUT.

TURN ON MY MAC . HAVE A NICE DAY.

GET BACK

2011-04-12T11:41:00.000-07:00

Life get Real . The beat of a butterflies wings , can set off a storm in the world away? oh well. It all begins again with new direction. If heaven knows i will make a good change for myself. All the never ending possibilities , it up to me. Yes , i have to believe that I get to make the future a better place. I cant back down now , this is serious. I got my way of speaking , just by my attitude. I'm just getting started , to enter brand new world. Lonely? i'm still going to try to avoid this feeling. Well , trying not to mess up again coz chances only come ones. Last year, i'm giving out my 6 stings. HEH. Just show a little love, then you can move on like everything your not. CHANGE YOUR LIFE.

A LITTLE BIT STRONGER

2011-04-11T18:43:00.000-07:00

Dont take it seriously larh babe , well i'm the opposite HEH now i want to be a little bit stronger. Been a good girl before , now come on larh i become bitchy girl HEH but good one bha. Woke up late? nah. i sleep at 7pm till 11pm . then i woke up . That it call woke up late?=) I got dressed through the mess and put a smile , i got little bit stronger. I know my heart will never be same But im telling myself im OK. Even on my weakest days, i have to be stronger . Let me tell you , im a weaker girl . So mean girls , been involved and i dont know how to react. It took me way hell down. I just wanna believe in me , I need to change my ways, instead of always being weaks. Wish i have tattoo like Demi Lovato"BE STRONG". and deeply want Christofer Drew tattoo "PEACE SIGN". haha. see good bitchy girl right, with a strong meaning of tattoo wannabe. I guess i always knew That i had all the strength to make it through. Well it took a long time not to judge myself through somebody eyes. It not who you are that holds you back, it who you think you are not .

Bewildered Dev AGAIN

2011-04-11T14:53:00.000-07:00

Hey there , hope everyone have a nice day. Words are like eyeglasses, blur everything that they do not make clear. Yup , that how i feel right now. Sometimes in our confusion, we see not the world as it is, but the world though eyes blurred by the mind. Well being blur has allowed me to hear music that being made all over the world. The truth is that we can learn to condition our minds and emotions to link pain or pleasure to whatever we choose. By changing what we link pain and pleasure to, we will instantly change our behaviors. Well pain change me now , so if anyone think i am change, just accept me the way how i am now.This life is just a blink of an eye A glimpse into a world we were never meant to see So don't hang on to anything at all And all the things we have And all the people we have known Will fade away so quickly Into the deep And memories of love will be The only warmth we have in the end.

Have Good Moments.

2011-04-07T12:24:00.000-07:00

I'm back to my old habit. Well sleep less >< Anyway i have fun today with Sharone. I accompany her shopping . Haha. Well it better hang out more rather than stay at home all the time. But still, when i want a peace day, i prefer be at my home = watching tv , listening music , or maybe on9. Yarh , that me. Very bored of me. For sure im back to Facebook again, i think it been a year i didn't open FB. Then, early year of 2011, i start used Twitter as my place to post what in my minds. Well, it seems that i love more tweets and know what my idols been thinking or doing. Yarh, i mean i followed them on Twitter>< . Well now on FB again. Haha. Glad to be contact with all my besties friend again. Since im on the mood of following idols on Twitter, it been while that i should be back. Haha. Now move on la bha babe, hehe ."Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving." - Albert Einstein.

Bewildered Dev

2011-04-01T10:17:00.000-07:00

Hey there, =). It been a while i'm gone. Struggled for dumb things, that me in past. Have you experienced a moment of epiphany, as if you eyes were opened to something you were previously blind to? I am. First, thanks NONY for finding me back. 27 MAC 2011, i'm proudly to say i met LORD again. I know that i prefer holds my problems to myself, but sometimes it better to just laugh much with friends to forget all the bad memories. Anyway i still never explain to anyone why did i made those blank decisions. I just can say i just need to disappear and kept silence for myself. I know it seems like i run away, but it is better quiet for a moment and forgive to forget. The truth is i forgive but i can't forget, sorry for that. For sure to my haters, if we meet, sorry for the poker face i give you. To my friends, if we meet, sorry didn't contact ur all to ask how ur life. Now i want to dreams for futures. Be girl with a mind, bitch with an attitude, lady with a class.=) Lastly, knowing who you are, is the beginning of perfecting who you can become.